i will spend the rest of my life HATING you

~~Monday, July 31, 2006~~

10:48 AM

OMFG! bad day!
i din see clearly the costing quiz and ended up failing it badly! =(
fuck it.
30/120 LOL.
den recieve a mail that the quiz is important to get a C for my elective.
not sure the elective in which yr, but aw, i was thinking to get a D.
coz costing is so dam difficult.
fuck im scare :(!

just finish my IS presentation, finally over
PHEW~!

bye. tata.
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~~Thursday, July 27, 2006~~

8:53 PM

ahha! been so long since i post,
did u think i stop? NO ;) juz thinking what else to write.
this month i declare it ' black heart ' month, where in this month, i have a black heart ;)
EVIL!
ok firstly before i start with a short story i start with what im totally displeased at.

today, i was at this bus stop waiting for bus to go to sch, 61, 75, 184 , 52.
finally 184 came, it was abt 850am where my lesson starts at 9, im sure i gonna be late doh.
so this happen, this FAT ASS, ok even doh i am fat , this fat ass was 2 times of my size!!
imagine, i dun call ppl fat ass. ok this fat ass HE IS DAM BLOODY RUDE, I WAS WAITIN FOR THT BLOODY DOOR TO OPEN WHEN HE BANG ME N CUT INFRONT OF ME N RUSH UP TO THE BUS. forgodsake, fat ass, u r a GUY, doesnt u know the basic courteousy? u think u late for class den what abt me? y must these selfish brats appear. sickening ruin my life.

ok now lets see this story, this goes.
long before time, (story usually start like this, dun grumble) there live a devil. Devil lives with his own mate, enjoying life. But one day, he was forced to live his mate and came to a land he nv seen before, a land where all the saints live. So, devil tried, to stay with the saints, try to cope with his new life. But, doesnt devil know this line? 'leopard nv change its spot'
everything devil does, saint doesn like and scolded devil. what can devil do ? he cant fight back becoz he was the only devil , there were more saints, devil knew, what he say, will nv be correct, what he do, will nv be good in the eyes of saint. just because, devil n saints lead diff life. saints mention that saints understand devil's life, BUT do saints really understand?
I dun fucking think so, because this is so fucking common sense right? so i wont explain. ;)

mayb i continue the story agn.
sorry for my fucking words, just wanna fuck somewhere. ;)
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~~Wednesday, July 19, 2006~~

10:07 PM

i guess many ppl muz be wondering..
y tingg-fatdd.blogspot.com?

well, intelligent must know that ting is my name,
unless u r dumb enuff to think ting isnt me,
pls bang urself against the wall ;)

fatdd is, of coz my wonderful friend i met~
i love her, YES, i love her truly madly deeply
well, i am not totally les, mayb 60% of me is les.
well, i love guys dun worry!

i believe in fate and destiny,
fate let me met fatdd, destiny let us be friends, real damn close best friends.
as i mention before, she understand me..
not only understand me, i think we belong to the same world. WHY?
becoz we do lame things together, dislike almost the same thing, we almost feel the same way..
and we love suan-ing our fav fren! JIAN HENG AKA CHI** GUY! , to prevent me from getting the title 'racist' or getting sued from insulting, i better * it , Lol!
i am racistt~~ :D
aww, i miss the past. it was FUN! not only with her but pretty many lamer classmate.

my class now,
its not i dun like, mayb im just not use to it..
well, actions speaks louder den words.
so no matter hw i tried to tell u hw i use to behave in my class,
u can hardly imagine till u seen it with ur own eyes!
this is what i think~

i did not think that i myself had seen alot things, had been thru' alot
well but i do know, and been thru' some things,
things ppl dun usually seen it or experience it..
so is it consider alot or little? o_O!
i love to talk! i love to share! i love to share my stories~!

gonna take a break~!
writing till here ;)
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~~Tuesday, July 18, 2006~~

10:10 PM

i guess everyone is born to be GREEDY
one is never contented with what they have
mayb tis is y married husband look for mistress,
one have many many friends, many many things

for me,
firstly, i got a wonderful sister, i known her for pretty long..
since i was sec 2 or 1.. even doh we never met,
we talk on phone before, nt often.. but we did before..
we chat alot, abt anything under the sun..
we were close, she is here for me, my listening ear when i need someone..
doh there r time where she disappear..
but, she is always in my heart.. i <3 her..
2nd, i got a wonderful friend,
meeting her was the most wonderful thing that ever happen in my life.
i was glad she came to me, she is my listening ear, understand me..
how i feel, the pain i suffer..
but soon, i gonna lose her, the thought of losing her make me wanna break down.

i dun behave what i wish to behave,
sometimes, i wonder, y i was born..
y must i bear this suffering? ever anyone notice im suffering?
humans are greedy in nature..
mayb 2 isnt enuff for me.. i yearn for more..
but does anyone know?
i aint strong as i look, i do feel hurt, i do have feelings..
i do have the rights to be loved and to love..

ok now, bye peeps =x
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~~Monday, July 17, 2006~~

10:23 PM

i believe in fairy tales.
believe that love will come to a happy ending.
believe that one day, a prince will come to fetch the princess.
but in this reality.
it will never happened.
becoz ppl tend to forget, abt fairytales.
many believe that its just a story, a virtual thing that will nv happen..
but i do believe.
mayb thts the reason y i love anime and comic so much ?
the world, is just too perfect.

i am, 'dirty'
aint any pure innocent looking gals would look like.
im used to using vulgar languages, behave like boy, i cant control my anger.
but these seems to show that im so empty inside.
i cant get whatever i wan, who i want to be with.
im a fool.

bye peeps, more next time.
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~~Saturday, July 15, 2006~~

11:28 PM

aw! been so busy and lazy to blog.
1- ytd aerobics was SO DAMN FREAKING TIRING. omfg. i am becoming so dam lazy now.
NOW, my tummy is so dam pain! aws!
2- aw, my dad is grumbling again.. hmm.. i been on medication for 1yr , every mth i go back n take med abt 140 each time, 140 x 12 = 1680, its more den 1yr already doh, my dad grumbling im wasting money, and the med is always the same.. so he grumbled more! aw. hen fan ar. u think i wanna eat so many med meh.. i also will ki siao lo.. sigh! sobx
3- aw si FIT presentation! make me wanna buy shirt la.. im so tired lo.. hope tmr faster buy faster go home.. and sry jing jiejie n yee jiejie ~_~'!
4-OMFG, am i in love?! i dun really know la but mayb its a crush?! hmm, do i like him?! I DUNNO!
5- THIS COMING WEEK! 2 PRESENTATION! and i am almost done with my proj except for blaw! weee! good luck all.
i will blog soon agn! nites all
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~~Wednesday, July 12, 2006~~

8:54 PM

i decidee to regblog again..
i prefer typing my complains here bar..
more personal de will be in my dairy.
1- today is pretty sucks, today during IFA tht fucking tutor really trying to test my temper.. i nearly told him to shut the fuck up and whack him. he is just so damn irritating. a tutor cant understand english when i said i dunno anything? like i nv try like tht lor.. i TRIED n got pek cek i threw MY PAPER AWAY LOR.. anyhw say i nv do.. say simi shyt like ' u will nv know till u try' dun bullshyt with me la .!. make me so dulan.. keep repeating asking me what i dunno.. make my day more bad! u suck!
2- today went out with huimay, feel more relax ler.. heard alot things from her.. vv long nv contact her ler.. somehw, being with her and fatdd make me feel more relax ba.. today went to library with her and germin, germin is so DAMN CUTE! haha she call me jiejie but huimay keep ask her call me auntie T.T'
sighss, at least feel more relax ba, will tell u guys more next time.
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