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yay long time no blog! ok now, i m too tired, dozen of hw not done! so i gonna log off, bye peeps will blog again! TAG if u care (: muacks all, with loves <3>
so i gonna update abit of some new stuffs!
back to sunday X_X!
had a bday surprise party for yeeyee aka DARLIE <3 so here's some pics! wee firstly, we lie to yeeyee that we wont be celebrating her bday! AWWWW, yups but she say its ok coz she understand we had a heavy timetable.. SO! actually we bought cake, KFC, and pizza to her hse and give her a surprise as expected from me! she cried, so touched by ME! and others ;p
so! this is lovely yee YAY! see her eyes, so toucheddd tht she cried ;p
woots,, and here's our lovely CAKES! the mango one is the one we bought! the other is the one her auntie or whoever make for her!! woots!
TOO BAD! i cant eat cake! stupid allergy.. RAWR!!!
woot, its been a long time since i blog.
well, was pretty busy and tired in school..
before that.. hmms.. wow i saw a asser (:
asser detected >> nottigal..
YES, thats was my nick NOW in aud but it isnt me (:
i gonna change nick soon so i really doesnt care.
YAH. im fat. SO?! i still got my friends, my life, my family.
so do i care what u think? NO (: hell no (:
ppl still make frens with me even doh im fat, if u dun like den fuck off from me (:
well, post ur REAL NAME la, use my nick HUMJI ar?
lol. bo liao. ok now, fuck off from me ^^;
oh PS, if u r reading this, return what u owe ty (:
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
tiring timetable, everyday 5pm release..
so dam stress..
today take cab to sch wasted $6.50 -_-
tmd!
sobs T.T'~
well, post next time haha..
pipi & bianbian ^^;
TAG if u care
TY ALL!
i am feeling better already (:
thanks all.
we ARE the 4 toothpaste!
jingjing > cogate
yeeyee > darlie
tee tee > kodomo
ME > SENSOndye!
lol wtf?!
ok wont post too long..
too tired..
well, DARLING.
if u r reading this SMS ME BACK!
my hp spoil ler, i nv save all contact on my phone..
therefore, peep reading this pls sms me.. TYs (:
muacks <3!
oh well bb peeps!
TAG if u care
THINKING OF YOU!
i am upset, depress,
yes i am having depression (:
today sitting on the bus back alone, i wanna cry..
im upset, i feel like dying.. i cried while walking on my way home..
because i alighted at further bus stop..
kept crying at home, den i cut myself, not only on hands but even on legs..
its hurt but its worth for me..
cried till bro reach home..
suddenly i thought of you..
its been a long time..
everytime when i think of u, i tried to think of other thing instead..
but yet.. when i saw the msg u use to sms me..
i hesitate.. i thought of u which i never had before..
i miss u (:
0509 was the date ^.^
well, bye peeps,
talk more next time..
TAG if u care
FUCKING DAY!.
today is really a ass fucking day!
firstly, my craziness never stops, i kept feeling super crazy, super bad mood.
argh!
2nd my pc keyboard GONES MAD, I TYPE ABCDE ONLY CD COME OUT WTF.
gay keyboard, u suck.
3rd, ARGH MY HP SPOIL WTF. KEEP AUTO OFF, I NV EVEN STORE MY NUMBERS IN MY SIM CARD. ARGH.
gay hp! u suck too, NEVER EVER BUY SAMSUNG HP. ARGH.
so fustrated!! how i wish i was NEVER born, because i am not contributing in this society, i am wasting the natural resources!, due to the fact i suck.
oh well, argh. try find me on msn or SMS ME UR NO AGAIN TY.
T.T, breaking down soon due to my craziness!
for those ppl, if u see bad mood, PLS PLS DUN COME NEAR ME. thanks.
i am on EVILLLLL MODE! RAWR.
fucking pissed off and fucking feeling with hatred (:
DIE ppeeeps!
wee, today is a LONG SUNDAY!
ok firstly,
let me ask this, whats the difference between PRO AND NOOB!
i think there is no difference because all is the same, well more like all are noobs to me.
so i really get irritated abit.
well u see i had this friend, yes i think only i treat him that way,
whenever he see me in game he will leave the room or go obs saying
im too pro he sure lose.
win and lose doesnt matter, its the experience u learn right.
-__- sigh* nvms..
this afternoon went aunt hse and eat steamboat, YUM YUM
ate alot, im growing fatter WEEE! den watch doraemon with my 2 niece, 1 abt 2yrs the other abt 1.5 yrs old, dam cute..! i try post their pics next time! hehe!
ok den today play alot because tmr sch start T.T cries.. haha
ok today chatted with ah pek alot also..
hmm, btw
ah pek am i bothering u? o.o
am i irritating? o.o
hope not xD
well, bb peeps
TAG if u care ^^;
<3 YUL from Goonng~
woot, ok i now continue abit abt ytd!
ok i nv cut my toe naiils, and i walk very long den it cause
both my 4th toe, on left and right leg, 2 BLISTERS, damn pain!!
argh.
ok so we watch world trade centre, really a nice show,
was touched, nearly cry BUT I DIN (:
oh and there was a funny part where a jesus appear, lol, its like a ghost u know..
its like.. hmms.. a long hair guy.. his hair cover his face, wearing white.. TAKING A WATTER BOTTLE! lol!
ok for those we watch that will know!!!!
ok, den today went KBOX with jingjing, yeeyee and weiting~...
hahas, sang abt 5hrs, sang till mouth numb,
gossip alot had fun, yay i enjoyed.
ARGH. i still haven get my calculator back -__-..
sigh, sch starts in 2 days time! monday! horrible day, sigh
hope i get back my calculator soon >.> ,
well, i think i better go get it back myself with my friend -__-
sigh * dunno what to do lars!
ok den talk alot with momo, hmms,
oh well, never see ah pek online today,
ah pek where r u ~~ I MISS CHATTING WITH U WOR!
and u r suppose to chat with me!!!
hahahas.
well, tata, IM TIRED!
TAG if u carre (:
WEE! what a long day.
firstly woke up by this idiotic alarm =.='
i can wake up early, but i dun like waking up with alarm, it make me feel i sleep lesser!
RAWR!
ok den i took a COLD shower bath which i HATED! argh
water so dam cold la..
ok so reach there late la.. lols.. coz i took a cig on my way take bus so late lo!
ok la den went there really waste time =.='
from 9 - 1 sit down there listen to uncles briefing about the event.
YES ITS DAM BORING LOL.
i was like doing some other stuff there. lol! even gossipping =.='
lets see, since i say i will post some pic i trying now hmms
ok this picture as u can see, is one of my buddy JINGJING! haha
if those who went to PS there right, the mrt station.. there got one arcade rite haha..
beside the DAYTONA THERE IS THIS DINO MACHINE FOR KIDS!
haha my fren went to SIT THERE AND I TOOK PIC! haha she is 19 btw.. lOL!
no childhood sia her =x
ok la den me jing yee n dejing went VIVOCITY! woot
cut short here tml continue dam tired ler..
haha so we went to watch world trade centre la..
not bad la the movie..
so to ahpek! hope u reading this again..
haha i recommand u go watch ar, nice the show,
there are some funny scene too, ok la..
ahha ah pek enjoy talking to u wor, so TALK TO ME MORE!
haha will post more next time tired ler..
so
TAG if u care (:
OMG! blogspot down.
den I CANNOT SEE MY POST. RAWR.
ok i gonna add some pictures later on, after i rem the code or get it from frens.
i gonna post alot pics!
yes.
and i think i decided, to focus more on my reallife stuff den in game,
maybe becoz i am too into virtual stuff that make me fail to notice people around me!
yes. thats it.
so my frens in game U GONNA SEE ME LESSER N LESSER ONLINE! HAHAHAHAHA.
tootootoo! so for today
i went rong hse la, tht idiot, ytd nite ton la.. den i went there to see him SLEEP lol!
from 1+ wait wait wait till 2+ den he shower
OMG A GUY SHOWER 45MINS, CAN U IMAGINE?
dunno what he do inside, for u to think la! hahahaha!
while waiting i watch this korean drama on youtube, GOONG, hmm..
the male lead i find nt that handsome leh actually.. i prefer the one acted yul! more handsome =x
coz i think he look more like beach boy? haha.
ok la so i pei rong to this quit smking centre.. LOL,
coz he got caught smoking UNDERAGE. LOL!
ok la so we went there, wa, there DAM FAR N DAMN HARD TO FIND.
we left like abt 3pm.. den reach at 5+ omg..
dam tired n buay song..
but nvm la see a handsome guy working there! lol!
his name is tristen, or tristen? cant rem, but very cool name nv hear before =x
ok so after that ate, den walk around den he send me home lo!
cant recall if any funny thing happen.. hmms..
maybe when i rem i post again.. hahas..
den went home lor shower, see tv, play aud
den i talk to ah pek! haha, ah pek HOPE U READING THIS!
ah pek is a busy and forgetful ah pek... hahas..
ok larr, blog till here, tired =.='
so,
TAG if u care xD
BOO. due to my curfew that my dad set i cant play after 12am,
so i gonna cut it real dam short.
well, i spoke to darling for what happen.
for the first time, darling allowed me to smoke with rong, but not too many doh
its bad for health, and yea i know!
SO rong said he will call me at 530, which he din
becoz i knew that idiot prob forgot my hp know =.='
he call me at 9+ o.o
ook i am a scardey cat, yea, i am SCARE OF GHOST.
well but since im sad, so i went out with him..
we walk to jurong east coffee shop had a small chat..
on the way there, NB SIA, I LIGHT THE CIG ON THE PLACE U R SUPPOSE TO PUT IN THE MOUTH! ok that SPOT IS what u call the FILTER? i just WASTE ONE FUCKING CIG LOL.
because of my stupidiness. yes. dumb =.='
ok let see so i smk 2 cig lar!. save some for tmr!
rong u dam nice la <3 u~~ spons me cig hahas.
ok so we chatted alot la, den i feel like eating SATAY, YUM.
very long never eat, so i walk ard la, nb si coffee shop dun haf..
where got this type of coffee shop dun haf satay sia.. so nvm la..
i saw western so i bought onion ring n chicken wing..
after i order, to my horror..
THE UNCLE TOOK REAL ONION AND DEEP FRY,
NO WONDER $1 ONLY.
i was like WHAT THE FUCK. ONION RING NT THT FROZEN READY MADE ONION RING N FRY MEH? Y U TAKE REAL ONION PUT IN FLOUR DEN GO FRY? OMFG.
LOL. ok i dun like to waste food la .. so i ate it -_- dam disgusting..
so i thought maybe eating the chicken wing will be better but
OMG. THE CHICKEN WING TASTE SO SALTY, EVEN MORE SALTY DEN THE CHICKEN SELL IN KFC, THE NON CRIPSY ONE.
omfg! horrible.
ok so, tmr i going out with rong again <3~
TY rong, pei-ing me is all that i can ask for, thanks (:
ok so now i gonna stop posting,
see tv time (:
so my usual line.
TAG if u care (:
12.05AM!
is this a torture?.
well yes, for those who know me and him, yes.
we broke up.
how to say leh, i expected this ba, these 2 days,
it was wierd, everything change after we met, so i sorta can imagine what gonna happen..
it happen fast, well end fast too.
yea so now the rest of the day is..
HOW TO OVERCOME IT!
just now , sigh was suppose to go out smoking with rong BUT HE NV CALLED ME!
i think he forgot to write down my number =.='
aw so i miss smoking tonight, well nvm =.=
i can still smoke tmr morning when i go buy newspaper~
saw darling on msn just now, and i told her.
she ask me to get him out of my mind, well, it aint easy..
i dunno how to describe what im feeling now but well i dont feel good..
everything that happen i realise, i had lost everything too..
all my friend i knew, i got this feeling that i had lost all of them,
i did not took notice of it during the process, its like no one care for me..
i dunno, its like im alone once again..
a yes i had darling, but darling is in phil u see..
so.. sigh, i cut myself. not much juz 2 lines. wanted to cut one super long but , end up cutting 2..
its hurts, like my heart, it aches.
hmms, i had 2 more cigg left i think i gonna smk finish no matter what..
i may buy more depends on myself..
well, friends out there if u see this,
do care for me (: i really need this, overcome it and u see a happy me again.
well , will post more..
thanks for everyone who had been here, asking hw i am, and darling n rong, thanks for being by my side, everytime, when i needed help, u r all i eva ask, i love u guys. muacks (:
TAG if u care (:
6.59pm
horrible me!
i forgot to update last night.
hmm ok lets see, at first i wen rong's hse to find him..
den wanted to go JP de, i ask him town with me he say far.. idiot =.='
den nvms lor, on the way take bus to JP say dao!
den we chatted alot like 1hr+ lol!..
den me n rong went westmall instead, walk ard..
well, yes, we SMOKE!. i had a few sticks from him, actually i wanna avoid smoking near westmall..
if ppl who knew me see me, i'll be in deep trouble~
ok oh well, den we chit chat den he sent me home, well,
ty rong , even doh u nt feeling well u still pei me out.. hahas.. ty wors..
and ty lars.. always spons me ciggy when i bad mood... and let me kop ur ciggy box last nite, ty ^.^
well, girls , are sensitive creature, true they love to anyhow think,
but does guys do enough things to prevent girls from anyhow think?
i dont know, well
i thought today will be a better day, so will this be a better day? i dont know..
does u really care?
does u really meant what u say?
do i stand an important place in ur heart?
will i be able to find this answer?
i dont know, and i dont think i will..
mayb its time~!, someday, this will happen.
well, i'lll post again.. so..
TAG if u care (:
12.17pm
WELCOME ALL!
firstly, let me start of with this little intro.
yea im BACK TO BLOGGIN. WEE.
now dun mind me becoz this is a VULGAR blog. Why?
because when i get pissed off all vulgar come out and i wont hesititate to write them here.
this is a place where i post my real feelings.
yea now i juz check my blog and i realise there is a ERROR. OMFG. ERORRORRORORORRRR.
the july and august archive link to my previous blog skin. i not sure why the fuck this happen but i gonna fix it pretty soon, when i m free doh. lol. i will never be free becoz im just too lazy for this fucking things xD.
ok as i say earlier on i dun feel good i really dun feel good,
my heart is like tearing apart, my body is breaking down,
my state now is mentally unstable. so dun come bother me or i fuck u! (:
wee, but oh well i glad i saw someone tag me! wee! it just a few hrs passed and someone already TAG me! woohoo.
on my way back home from buying newspaper today, yea i saw RONG! been trying to contacting him last night but couldnt find him, still my old buddy! yay he say he going to accompany me later, i told him i wasnt in good mood, so lets just wait till after his test at 3pm! and den yay we will go out n talk crap! hey thanks pal, i owe u 1! weeeee.! will update what we DID. WOOHOO.
oh btw, I DAM LIKE THIS SKIN ITS DESCRIBING HW IM FEELING NOW! WOOOO.
im crazy, im nuts, its all thanks to u.
oh well, blog later at nite.
TAG if u care (:
12.32pm
gawesome. this is totally awesome.
i found this blogskin ^.^. yea im back to bloggin.
mayb one of the reason why is because i aint feeling gd right now.
to be exact, i aint feeling gd since last night.
i will not say out the whole details becoz i dun wanna hurt myself.
aaa, yes. im full of hatred. i hate evverything that happen.
are everything you said lies to me?
i dunno, here im trying, trying my best... to learn and achieve what i wanted,
yet u just shattered everything in just one night.
i hate you, i hate hate hate hate you.
in my mind now is full of hatred for you.
you are driving me crazy, driving me nuts.
but of all that i hate you (:
i will blog again. well. my usual line.
TAG me if u you care (: