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A Painful and Remorseful Lesson Learnt.
sorry ppl viewing my blog, its been a long time since i updated.
many things happen and it change my life.
i start back to the story when how it started..
PS - some words are censored, do not wish to be sue (:
i had this friend, know J, i knew him since sec sch, till now poly 2nd yr..
which means, 6 years of fren.
he told me he is work as a n*t w*o**e*,
i din know how is it like so i ask him abt it, den J told me that he will bring me to the company he work as, so that i can know what is it and know more abt the company.
So i agree, that day we went, and before we went up he told me to join or not is my decision.
I went up and den this person A, brief me about the job and after that she just let me fill up a form, well what i thought was just filling a form, so i fill it. its ok to join anyway. no harm.
So the next day, they brief me about the product, den after that A said that one person will have some close friend, so she ask me to list 10 of them.
Well, i listed about 5, den A thought me how to call them to borrow money to buy the product. She say, if u wanna sell the product den u never buy, isnt it wierd, den if ur customers ask u if u got buy or not, and u reply no, isnt this wierd.
Well den she ask me call, teach me.
1- ask ur fren what ur fren is doing etc.
2- tell ur fren that ur mom had a disease and needed amt up to thousands for a thoerapy (nt sure how is this spell)
3- den ask can lend abt 600, if not how much can u lend.
ISNT THIS LYING PPL?!. well i was dumb, i did what they say. i was scare, but J guided me, give me pressure n i call, i call one.. after i called, i regreted. ALOT
this doesnt end, i decide i dun wanna borrow money from my frens, so i borrow from my dad instead, he lend me, but after that regreted.
i bought the product with my dad card the next day, after i buy, A say gonna send J and another guy B to my house to tell my parents abt the product. so i say ok. Den, on the way B told me to tell my parents that he is my senior, someone who help me out alot before, coz he say its beter not to tell him that he is the company ppl, so i said ok.
I did what he say when they were at my house, den, they only briefly tell my mom the details. B force my mom to buy the products saying that it was to support me, not only that, he force my mom alot of times till she is nearly in tears. B even hinted me to ask my mom to support me.
Den my bro knew abt this incident and scolded me badly. i Haven realise it, until den few days later, they ask me to write down my relatives information. den J even ask me to get my IS class contact numbers when i dont even know them. Since past, my relationship isnt well with my relatives, i hated them for how they treated my parents, yet they ask me to sell to them? keep pysco n pressure me. i dun like this.
its like lying to ppl, well they said, selling product, customers dun buy or not its ok. but why do they force my mom? wont they force my relative if i ever go to sell to them?
till now when i start to regret its too late. J not only cheated me, he cheated my darling DDD down to the company too, but she is more luckier den me, she never bought the product.
I wasted dad money, over 1000+ , now i am in debt. trying to find part time to pay off this debt.
But its not the debt problem. i told my dad everything.
almost every night i go home he would say this to me ' u gang up with stranger to cheat ur parents. he is ur best friend? ask him go die '
J, i not sure if u read this, but i wanna let u know,
u RUIN my life, u destroy everything, all i use to have.
u know u make me dun dare to go home?
u know u make me wanna go and die now?
u know how i feel when i am at home?
u know how i feel when they say me? my parents did not beat me, how i wish they beat me, coz the words they say to me hurt me more, its like taking a knife stabbing at my heart.
the bond between us is no longer there, and this is not to be forgotten in a day or 2, it may take years or forever for them to ever forgive me..
i am already at my limits...