ABOUT-ME
Name: ting
Sch: Ngee Ann Poly
Birthday: 22/12
Am: fattt and uggliess
Believes: fairry taless, true lurve
Lurves: blue, sleep, eat, mapling, read comics, watch dramas
Fav: 183club, w-inds, SMAP, v6, arashi, shinhwa, koyotae
Hates: being lonely, ppl who bullshyt abt me, ppl who look down on me, FLIRTS.
Currently: Addictsssss to Auditionsea ^^, ign dawnniee xD

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> July 2006
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> October 2006
> November 2006
> December 2006
> January 2007

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The Black; White Tagg

Phyiscal Vs Mental.

People may say physical hurt is worst den mentally hurt.
to me, its mentally.
im mentally-going-breakdown.

Today, he called, well not J, someone special.
he called and ask me how was i , like he cared for me.
den i found out he had a gf.
so to convince myself,
1- he call me because he was bored.
2- he call me beacuse he want to know more abt his gf coz i knew his gf.

dont let me think more, dont let me know u care, if u know this will hurt me, i beg u, let me be alone, i just wish that the reason is either one.
let me keep this in mind.
for if u already decide to let it go, why called. why let me stop to think.


my mom found out that i used to cut myself.
she warn me never to do it again.
im am mentally upset, who can help me, who can save me.
i wanna die, die will end everything, all my misery.
if only i could turn back the time..


everytime i wanna cry, i force myself to smile
i am already at my limits.

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